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I want to write, but what of? My novel is novel and I don’t feel the spark. No ideas for short stories spring to mind. I think maybe I’ll just read and seek inspiration. I don’t know if being a pro is the right move for what I want to write, but it is a start. I should be writing every day, probably. Whether it’s just a journal or something more important. Or is a journal important. Probably is. What isn’t? Reading articles that only seem half interesting to begin with. Watching two hours of random videos on things that do not matter in the slightest. Time is better spent staring at a wall, literally. At least then my own thoughts can enter my brain. I have no story right now, just a seed. I need to nurture it and train my skill to cultivate it. John Scissorhands cutting away at the broad garden until it is crystal clear—not clean—clear. Leave nothing but the weeds. It’s dreary outside. I quite like it. I think I want to be a summer person, but I do love the autumn. Maybe I just love both, why do I have to choose? Seems like the categorizing I’ve come to have extreme distaste for as of late. Why limit myself within a category of who I am? Everyone else is already doing that and anything else others are doing on a large scale I want to avoid, unless it seems reasonable to me. I’m not going to stop eating because everyone does it. That would be very MONKy of me. Abstaining from humanity to the nth degree. It would not be very monkEY, however, as they tend to follow the crowd to simply survive and masturbate. Two new categories for me to shape the world into something not so terrifying.⏱ 4d↩ 1
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