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>be 360lb retard >lose down to 180, still retarded, join military for a while >continue being retarded, gain weight >come home, continue gaining to ~320 during covid >down to 220 >life happens, continue to be retarded, Uncle Sam eventually decides to pay me a stipend to fuck off from society and sit at home all day >k cool I guess >back up to 300 >starting to feel like I can't breath when I'm sitting around being a loser >not sure if its smoking or my heart or my kidney >also have massive gout attacks this whole time, starting from when I joined military, didn't realize what it was for 10+ years, just thought constant pain and occasional foot/back/elbow swelling was God punishing me because I fucking deserve it, only got medicine to lower uric acid this past august >am still a kissless handholdless virgin who wasted all his reproduction time on trying to be healthy and/or not end up a wageslavie >not wage slavie at least, but still in cagie >feel too old to start again at [spoiler]32[/spoiler] If any of you other fat fuckers had some hopium on reserve you'd care to share, I'm here to read it.⏱ 5d↩