My first titty touch was on a school trip. I was talking to this fat emo girl and she asked if I wanted to, so I said yeah and we went behind this info sheet thing. It wasn't sexual at all, I just wanted to know what big bouncers felt like. Maybe if I was attracted to her I would have felt differently, but alas I felt nothing. Sometimes I think I should get it together, get a job, get the money, get a girlfriend etc. but I can't imagine myself doing that. It's just stressful and unrewarding. I'm at that age where everythings pretty much cemented. I've fucked it all up. Oh well :/