I hate to admit it, because it shouldn't be that serious, because it was only for a few days, but I can't believe how upset I am over this. And I'm too stressed, dont have the time to unpack why it bothered me this much. I'm writing this with a drop in my stomach, and a lump in my throat. All I wanted was for someone to prove through a very insignificant, almost meaningless act that they care about me. That for once, I'm not the only one who has feelings or has the stronger feelings. You refuse…